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Could you sit with it a while longer? I'm wondering if the urge to talk about it RIGHT NOW will settle down and you could talk to her about it at your next appointment. If the urge doesn't go away, you can always call her in a week, or two...

How do you think the phone call will make you feel? Do you think it would give you a sense of closure about the session....or give you something new that you need to contact her about (something that was said in the phone call, whether or not the phone call was really okay, etc.)? Sometimes when I call my T, it wraps up whatever I needed to tell him, sometimes it gives me something new that I need to discuss.

I'm wondering, not in a judgmental way, just truly curious...why do you need her to acknowledge that it is a breakthrough for you? Can YOU know and believe that it's a major breakthrough without confirmation from her? Will it change anything if she does/doesn't see it as a major breakthrough??