Life stinks. Even if i am happy, no extra sress, good friends. heck, even if i were a billioneer and had a big loving family, life would suck. I can never get what i truly want. And that is the truth and more knowledge, i feel to be an idiot, and everyone around me to be even dumber so that i have to educate them. life blows. there is no reason why we are here. we are simple yet psychologicly complicated biological creations, which somehow created and evolved on the little planet. and our mind is set the way it is due to the long evolution that our species has went through, and i am sick of fighting the mind, it overpowers me. I have to do as it desires or else i am depressed, and i can't do what it desires, because nobody has the wisdom i desire. oh and by the way, i am new here. so hello.