I'm just gonna keep ranting here, because I don't have anyone to talk about this.. hope no-one minds..

Today I was in another agility competition with one of my dogs, we didn't do so well and as the coach has asked, I texted him how we did ..probably with a whole lot of disappointment and bitterness between the lines since I was fairly pissed I managed to mess up both courses AGAIN. He called me back, and I got to talk to him for 40 minutes! Just about agility ofcourse, but I was still in seventh heaven. I told him I've already paid the entry fee for a competion that's near here two weeks from now, and he said he might come watch + possibly film my courses and later he mind find me some time to give a private lesson, like we could watch the videos and I'd see what I'm doing wrong etc (not so thrilled about that part ) ..I know I KNOW he's just being a good coach, but I'm really starting to have delusions that something could actually happen! I don't imagine him having any feelings for me, but now I feel like if I'd just get him alone with me, I could make something happen It's like I'm losing my freaking mind! Like I'm on my way to becoming some crazy (real life) stalker person.

And now all I can think about is that I have to wait to next thursday before I see him again, and I don't have any excuse to even contact him sooner. Also, no competitions next weekend, so no excuses then either..