Rohag makes an excellent point, FeelingSad!

I wonder how much your feelings of failure is your depression talking and telling you lies and how much is reality.

Try not to listen to depression as hard as that is! For me it is a never ever ending battle so I come here to PC and post what is going on in my head and my PC friends tell me what are lies depression is telling me and it sets me straight!!! At least until the next time. But that's OK. The next time, even if it's the next day, the next hour sometimes, I come back here and do it all over again and no one here ever, ever gets tired of it.

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