So, I get confused, I"m still rather in denail about this all, and how the system works.. I am also still so nervous and scared of being made fun of or told i'm a horrible liar and I'm faking it

I have, two alters, Pip a coyote who is a protecter, and Fernfox a little

I keep loosing time again, and my system keeps falling into chaos at random times, it's like we are running circles around each other.

I feel scared, and notice that we or us is used when talking to friends or family at times, they never notice, but i do, and i wonder why sometimes we or us feels better and is needed to be said sometimes versus others...

i'm confused and scared, i'm not sure if I"m going to leave this up, i may delte it, i'm terrfifed,.......