I had a dream.......

It is taking much for me to share this and I know that I should post this on the Dream Interpretation forum........but is not so much about the dream, it is about........divinity.......and the desperation and heartbreak I felt.......

A vampire appeared before me.......

He feels like God.......in my bones.....he is divinity and speaks as if he knows..
He has something to tell me, so important about Life, about my life....he has answers that are universal, fundamental, and pure.
I reach for him to hear what he has to say for I am desperate to hear, I am terribly afraid and exhilarated......I am furious, and sad and out of my mind.......for the noise is blocking out his words....he is yelling at me as the noise becomes deafening and I am screaming "Do not leave, ANSWER me........WHERE IS GOD!!!! I need to know about the answers to LIFE!!

I wake covered in sweat, loathing and heart break........so deeply sad...

2 reasons.....

The answers are within and and I am looking out(fundamentally, I know this)

I am not spiritually mature enough to know the answers, for I am merely human and would not recognise divinity anyway......

Please understand that this has deeply effected me.......for I rarely dream and remember with such clarity.......did God appear to me in the form of a vampire? What is He asking of me.......I hear him and know that I am on the verge of something great, no matter how much my heart breaks......

In accordance to the guidelines(I think) this can be a philosophical question.......and please respect my unusual relationship with divinity......please be kind in your answers.......for I am confused and lost today, as it is.......

Thanks,

Michah