(((Michah))))) Dear one.....Im not sure about your dream....that does not help much..
I can you this I think you are searching for answers which will come to you.
Sometimes wondering about life as we all do ...and God or spirit it brings questions...many of them.....know you will find the answers with you and what you believe...i think as we all are unique we may believe in different ways..which is great imo it mostly comes out the same to Love....god or spirit loves us..or whatever the person believes. I hope this helped some....you are a good person. Please know as always I care.