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Originally Posted by muffy
(((Michah))))) Dear one.....Im not sure about your dream....that does not help much..
I can you this I think you are searching for answers which will come to you.
Sometimes wondering about life as we all do ...and God or spirit it brings questions...many of them.....know you will find the answers with you and what you believe...i think as we all are unique we may believe in different ways..which is great  imo it mostly comes out the same to Love....god or spirit loves us..or whatever the person believes. I hope this helped some....you are a good person. Please know as always I care.
   
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Thank you my sweet.......so true......
As I said to the priest I spoke to, the reason it frightened me so, is becuase for all the years I have subconsciously sought God.......
HE found ME.......and asked for me to practice divinity within so that I may practice it on the outside........but in an obscure and human way in my dream.......that all my years of hate and rage are behind me and I must LOVE......
The timing of the dream coincides with the moments I have of divinity(they are speeding up) in the eyes of a child or animal(innocence), the sun peeking brilliantly through the leaves, the wonderment of a spiders webs........and the scientist in me knows the chemical structure, the division of cells, the carbon being the precusor to life.......but the divine is noticing how BEAUTIFUL it all is........so much beauty that it feels like it will kill me......
I asked the priest......."Is it God?"........It could be, he said. You know in your heart if it was.......but dreams are also a reflection of your experience. Start listening to your heart as well as your head.......it is time......
he was wonderful........and caring........and he had two funerals to go and minister to! But he spoke to me and I cried and I talked.......and he said.....
God......is with you........and I cried and laughed with joy.......
I have to say babe.......I thought "get the thorazine!!". I thought I was losing my mind......but I have not lost touch with reality this time.......in fact, this is the most real I have felt in a while.......it is a sign, for whatever reason........I must be patient.....
Thanks, as always, for your kind and warm words my friend.......big hugs back to you for your soulful kindness......much love

Michah