(((((((((((ariesmars)))))))))))

Hold on and hang in there. I know you are in agony, but things change, people DO get better.
I've woken up in ICU before and had a few other attempts and I am so glad now that I was unsuccesful.

also you need to consider your family and friends. we would all be devastated if you were to suicide.

Take Care and Keep Fighting.

Wishing you Strength--Berries