Dear DPS,

Thank you, you said it so correctly. It feels awful to be the one hurt and then to have people not believe, misunderstand or even blame us for our troubles. It is horrible right now.

Thank you and all the others here at DD. I do feel supported here and accepted for who I am. Occasionally things do go wrong here, but that is so little compared to all the times of genuine kindness, affection and acceptance.

I will take those hugs thank you and make them last until I can see my T tomorrow.

Spouse blew up all over again today and spent an hour railing at me or sitting silently waiting for me to say something so he could go at me again. No matter what I say he can't seem to hear me at all. Perhaps his own hurt is too big. I know he feels hurt and somehow rejected by me, but I can't find a way to make things better. Sigh. Hugs to you also, I know you've had it rough too.

Leslie and scared pixies