((((((((((((((soccerball))))))))))))))))

I wrote a LONG reply and lost it. Ack!

So, instead I will ask a question. Do you know what it is you want from your T? What does saving you look like?

And to answer your question, I have absolutely felt that way. And I've told T that I felt that way. I DO want him to save me, to make my past go away, to give me a break from everything, including myself. And he can't, and it's hard.

But slowly, slowly, slowly, by allowing myself to open up to him, and by trusting the process, I think I am starting to save myself. I wish there were a quick fix, but for me, there isn't one. Healing is hard work...but it's worth it, and YOU are worth it soccerball.

Lots of to you.