(((((((((((((silversparrow))))))))))))))))))
you're not a horrible liar or faking it, so don't worry about that

Sometimes parts are really good at looking "normal" to others - and why would the others suspect anything? When looking at any of your friends would you expect them to be a different part of themselves? Some people don't even truly know what dissociation is, some have 0 clue.
Loads of hugs