the see saw goes up and down
it's a helluva ride, P7, but you will get your feet on the ground and get off of it...you'll find the best time to do. I have faith in you, my friend
some sit quietly in class listening..
others speak
taking turns is a natural for us
i is what it should be - give and take when you can and as needs arise
no fault - no blame - no box' no bats .....just support and love


where am i? in a dark place wiht dark toughts......body memories and memories slip into my head and tell me should haves....
should have told
should have fought
should have shouted for help
Hind sight will always kick our butts if we let it. It's right up there with guilt and shame. We look back at something that totally surprised us, we had no time for planing any escape; yet we blame ourselves.
Be kinder to yourself, P7. You had no control over what happened to you...you do have control now, though. No matter how small it is, it still a relief.
jmo, but posting about it is starting to gain control over it...perhaps by not keeping the secret any longer, there is a small but valuable empowerment happening within you?

In Peace

my alter ego Ally (creative corner) usually manages to rise above it but she is drowning too....self pity?.... despair? dont know....

nothingness..............

I fel like the power is off and the battereis are almost flat.......
P7, we tire of the struggling and think it will never end...hang onto that thought...it's true, ya know.
lights were on and nobody home - now the ppoeer is going and the lights will soon be out...

I have been on this dark path before
i just have to remember how i got off lol
FedEx man is on his way to deliver a big and beautiful flashlight so you can see the light out of there. If the flash light dims? Sending my backup to you also...

my love and hope is sent out to you all