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Originally Posted by treehouse
No, I don't think you HAVE to tell her. I have this thing about telling my T EVERYTHING...otherwise it eats at me. But then I'll look back and realize whatever I thought was such a HUGE DEAL (like looking at him on facebook) really wasn't a big deal at all. I judge myself about 54759024570924375 times more harshly than T does.
Why not call her answering machine?? You don't have to leave a message. If it would be reassuring to hear her voice, there's no harm in you calling to listen to it.
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Thanks, Tree - I also judge myself so much more harshly than T does. But I think I'm a bit afraid that she'd get freaked out and would terminate me if I told her that I found her on Facebook, I just feel like I did something wrong. Same with calling her answering machine - not that it would be wrong, just more really needy and desperate of me, and I don't want to be that way. On the other hand, it would make me feel better to hear her voice.
I am feeling better today, though - it helps that I'm starting my final week before seeing T next Tuesday.
