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Originally Posted by dreamseeker9
But I think I'm a bit afraid that she'd get freaked out and would terminate me if I told her that I found her on Facebook, I just feel like I did something wrong. Same with calling her answering machine - not that it would be wrong, just more really needy and desperate of me, and I don't want to be that way. On the other hand, it would make me feel better to hear her voice. 
I am feeling better today, though - it helps that I'm starting my final week before seeing T next Tuesday.  |
(((((Dream
))))) I SO know how you are feeling. I have called my t's machine to hear her voice and then she sees mynumber and ralized I did that. So Istarted leaving messages that I am just calling to hear her voice on the machine. She didnt get freaked out at all. BUT since I read everyone's t's were on facebook I looked up my t and I found her with no picture there. I know its her tho and I would be very surpised if she posted a pic. She seems to be a very private person. Iwould mnever tellher I did that b/c I dont want to seem so needy. But she's gonna get "needy" at the next session thats for sure. I think we both have a lot of material.
Yes, my appt. is a week from Tuesday as well - we're gonna make it! LOL that I have a lot of material for my appt., I guess I should go back and read posts over the past few weeks. I feel like we're still working on our relationship - I do trust her, but I still hold back, and I don't want to hold back - there's something we can discuss right there! Ugh, I get butterflies in stomach just thinking about that convo! 
We're gonna make it Dream, we CAN do this. I am afraid I'll hold back too- out of fear. There is so much to say Im already writing stuff down. And I think youre right...holding back is a good conversation.
I am looking forward to your posts next tuesday
