((((((((((((kimmy))))))))))))))
it's a tough one. i would hold out for tomorrow. you aren't being mean. you still need to keep yourself safe and maintain your boundaries. you are number 1 and must be selfish in your own care. kinda like the airplane safety thing that you have to put the air mask on you first before you help someone else.
as far as the concern for her watching your little man, maybe there is someone else that can do it tomorrow for your t time.
breathe in and exhale slowly and for several minutes. it usually helps clear my head if not put me to sleep...
white iris