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Originally Posted by idontknow13
Today I feel a tiny bit more like my old self.
Small steps but I washed my car (did a horrible job) but I did it.
I will try to do a little bit everyday in the hope of regaining my old self.
After washing the car and my patio, I am now shaking so badly just like if I had run the marathon, ah well, small steps......
I will keep on trying even if....I am so scared, still paralyzed but moving a bit....small step in the right direction hopefully....
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I'm shaking today a lot, too. Too many shocks in too few days. Too many internal battles being fought.
Symbolically, what you've done are almost archetypal chores. Cleaning the car: Making the mode of traversing your world (inner and outer?) more pleasant. Cleaning the patio: Clearing the way back into your own home (consciousness?). Washing a window: Clarifying your (inner and outer) view of the outside world.
You should be proud of yourself. You done good.