Berries, for what it's worth, I think you're doing great. You're seeing a T, you're taking your meds, you're here to help others, you reach out for help when you need it, you're moving forward with your life, you acknowledge there are good things in it, too... This is great. Not everyone can do all this.

It's normal to be overwhelmed sometimes... it's okay Unpleasant, but okay. I think you're very strong and very brave. I'm really sorry that you're hurting so much right now. But I have faith in you. And I know what you'll do with all this pain and this depression: you'll fight it. And one day... you'll win

Hang in there and lean on us... we're all here for you