Thanks everyone... I think I need advice.
I'm not sure if I'm beginning the first stages of hypomania now or not; I certainly don't feel energized like I did last time, but then again, I only remember the last week or so when I was surging with energy.
I'm no longer sure of myself - that is, I don't know if I'm about to have a huge depression now, or another mania. I don't want either, and I feel helpless to stop the onset of one or the other of these conditions.
My wife says she's worried about me because I'm doing alot of reading and writing, and also we get into silly fights all the time over the simplest of things (another trademark of the mania I had). I see it as her being the one who is moody pushy, and controlling. She sees none of that, just me getting upset.
I was thinking about trying to schedule another appointment with my psychiatrist, but he's extremely busy and my next appointment isn't until the middle of july. I probably won't do a thing until I practically snap.
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