Since T's return from vacation, I have had this deep seeded anger in the pit of my stomach. That anger has grown so much that i question whether or not I need to cancel my session this week, because i know it will be unproductive. I can't quite pinpoint what the anger might be. I felt like i was making so much progress before her vacation, then came the 3 week break and it's been downhill since then. Our communication has been awful! I've continually had to deal with missed phone sessions and emails. I'm so pissed because it's like T doesn't give a damn. I feel like I'm her puppet and she can do anything she wants to me.I have to be "OK" with that and this is eating me up. I feel like there is no possible way that I can allow myself to open up to T again not under these circumstances. Everything seems so unstable and shaky. I'm sorry if this makes no sense, i just needed to write out what my thoughts were. Has anyone ever been in this position? Is there something wrong with me?