(((((((((((((Eriksplus))))))))))))))) we feel that what you experience and know within you as your truth is real for you no matter what. I guess we haven't even come close to figuring "us" out yet so we'll take you at your truth and love you and accept you-all of you, as you are.
here offering support and safe hugs.
Oh by the way, We want to be believed too! and it's normal and good to seek validation when you need it (somebody really wanted you to hear that )
take care,
-dream