((((((((((((((((sw)))))))))))))))))

Yes, I was in this position ALL SUMMER, and it was incredibly painful. T had break after break after break and he was never back long enough for us to reconnect before he was gone again. I DID get really angry and came thisclose to just quitting.

But I have put so much work in, and I knew T and I were connected at one point, so I just kept showing up. It was awful and I hated it, but somehow T and I found our way out of the angry, disconected place and we're back on track now. And it feels good and I'm glad I didn't run away when it was SO TEMPTING to leave.

I do hope you will go to your session...the only way to get past this is to move through it, with T. It's okay to be angry.