I never chose to have DID, it was froced on me when I was younger and I am thankful for it. I did not say that I can control when they cone out and I want to control when they come out, I black out at random times and this is what I want to stop. When they come out I want to remember. I do not look at them as broken off pieces of me but apparently my opinion on the matter is not to be heard so I will not get into it right now.

You do not have to believe me in wether or not I have DID, I know the truth and soon my doctors will as well and that's really all that matters to me. I do not always believe science because their opinion on DID is mostly just theories. They want to find a reason on how DID can exist when in reality there aren't always scientific facts for everything that comes around. If I believed science, I would also believe that I came from apes and the universe was created with the big bang theory, and I do not believe those as well.

Again, it's not your decision concerning my DID that really matters because you do not know me and you do not know what I am experiencing.

I do not look at alters as "symptoms" I look at the headaches, the black outs and the confusion basically as the symptoms and these are the things that I would like to control and get rid of, not the "alters".

I know the blackouts can come back, and I'm sure they will right now, I'm sure it was a one time (two technically) thing and I will probably start blacking out again but this is the thing that the new t and I have decided to work on together.

As you said, these are my opinions and you do not have to agree with them but this is what I feel and believe. You do not have to agree with it but this is my oponion.