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I sometimes have the experience of ALMOST remembering something...kind of like what you're talking about. It feels like it was a dream (and in fact I do have a really hard time telling the difference between dreams and reality because they feel so similar to me). And like you, sometimes I will read something I wrote and it will jog my memory a bit...

I also have periods of just darkness. I know I went through time, because time has passed, but it's like I just MISSED IT. Sometimes those are short and sometimes they're long.

I'm glad you are talking to your T about what's going on with you.