Thank you to all of you for your advice. It really does help. I know that after it's all said and done I will be a stronger person, but right now I feel broken. I sm in the process of talking to some realtors, and I spoke to a lawyer who told me if I can wait to see what my mortgage company decides about remodifying our loan, which should be decided bu 9/02, but one more day living like this is tearing me apart. Anyway, please keep me in your prayers and keep sending me messages. With all of your support I know I can get through this. Thank you.

Deedee