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Great. The message is now for the secretary
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Ugh! I always feel stupid calling and leaving a message to have T call me back. It's like, I hate being so attached to him, I'd rather no one else know!
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I havent spoken to my t yet and I hope she gets the msg soon. I am not even sure what to say b/c there is so much to say. I just want her to come back but I wont be saying that. Im afraid I wont know what to say....if I said that to her I think it would be OK. I am hoping she understands how difficult this is for me.
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I hear ya'! It usually helps if I write down what I want to say, but oddly, I have a lot of difficulty doing that. It's kind of like I'm sabatoging myself so I won't remember everything I wanted to tell T so then I'll be miserable.
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I know she is going away for a few days, too and I dont know where she will be
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I always feel better if I can somehow picture or imagine where on the globe he will be. When all else fails, make it up on your own - I did. Mine went to the Swiss Alps. It's not the best-case scenario, but you gotta do what you've gotta do!
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I feel much more centered and peaceful at the ocean and it will be a good opportunity to connect with my kids/husband.
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So do I!!!!!!!!!! I hope you have a really peaceful trip=)
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And What? She isnt hanging by her phone looking for messages from me during her vacation? What kind of a t is she? Where is that call back?
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Unbelievable, just unbelievable! What is the world coming to these days? It's disgraceful. =) (((((CLK6)))))) Don't you hate when you are in what feels like inescapable pain and the one who can soothe you doesn't put it as a first priority? When the one who you need can provide comfort and safety as well as elicit ungodly pain and leave you with it? I get that we need to learn to soothe ourselves, but that doesn't happen overnight.
I see T today in an hour for the first time since his trip to the Alps and our rupturous session. I don't really want to go, but I know he's been in pain from being away from me so long. My Needy T. Yours had better call you!!!!!!!!!!
