Dear Calista+12,

I'm sorry you have no support at home. That makes everything much tougher and it makes recovery slower because it diverts energy to protection instead of getting healed. Yesterday I finally realized that even though he raged at me twice this weekend I did not cry and did not feel sad or scared (except for some littles). He did not get to me. That is a big deal for us, he used to be able to run us over and we would cry and curl up in a tiny ball of misery. No more! He is wrong and we are not going to place his sick little game. Grrr.

Thanks for the support and friendship,

leslie/leah