Everybody is different and don't fit in this perfect little box like some people try to shove us in. I hope you've never felt that I've questioned what you say because it's never that I don't believe. I don't understand still some of the things you've said and maybe I'll never understand though I do want to. I ask questions to gain understanding not to push you in a corner. If you can explain what you believe to be happening then others can understand what's going on with you personally. Though people are not robots you do have to understand that people have strong tendencies to react to things they don't understand in a way that may appear to be judgemental cruel even. But really over all most people have good hearts and aren't trying to hurt your feelings at all. I'm sorry that people have been upsetting you so much the past few days. I'm almost certain that everyone here has been exceptionally kind though very confused and trying to make sense of things. Logic and emotions tend to not understand each other so that's when conflicts arise.

Oh oh I was going to say about your saying that scientists believe in the big bang and evolution somewhere else can't remember where so that's why I'm saying it here. I wanted you to know that Darwin believed in creation he just had some interesting ideas that he was toying with more or less. Also many scientists today have drawn to the conclusion that only a designer is responsible for everything we see around us. Some feel like adaptation is a sign of evolution but of course they tend to mesh the two thinking they're the same when in reality they're totally different. A seagull is still a seagull whether it eats salt water fish or fresh water fish. Silly people. But science is catching up to areas where before only faith could explain.