I am so sorry this is happening, beep. I can't begin to imagine how scary and depressing it must be for you But whatever happens, I and many others will be here for you and love you, and I truly believe you will get through this. You are totally not useless or a waste of space, you are wonderful. I'll keep you close in my thoughts and prayers. I have a special lucky charm teddybear too that I am christening with your name

I wish I had some advice to offer, I will talk to M and maybe he will have some ideas.

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Please take care,
Love,
Fuzzy