I don't even know where this post belongs. I know I suffer from mild depression, which is untreated right now, too busy dealing with obsticles life keeps throwing at me.

But I am getting to the point right now where life is just exhausting me. I have no energy, easily explained too by multiple jobs and 2 toddlers on my own, but it has never been an issue before.

And lately I am imagining things, like driving, I have never been an overly cautious driver but now I see disaster beyond every corner. I change lanes and I can see the car behind me crash into us, or going down a narrow road I can see the collision happen. At work I can see all the different equipment breaking and harming the people by it. This is really getting on my nerves, even watching my children I am becoming overly paranoid that something is going to happen to them.

And just my emotional well being too, I don'tr get it. I am soo tired all the time, it takes effort to get me up and to work, and even then it doesn't feel worth it. I enjoy my children but today I was so tired I had to nep while watching tv with thme.

I have been having horrendous mood swings I get mad at epeople for stupid thigns, like my best friend telling me she has plans and can't hang out with us, I get really upset and mad, or someone telling me they can't watch the kids so I can a few moments to myself.. Is

Is this just exhaustion or do I need to get back into my dr office??? What is going on with me, why am I such a mess?