DONT DO IT AMAZON! Vickie is right... just ride the urge through. It seems like a good thing now but just stop for a second and think about how you'll feel a few days from now. It's not worth it. And I know from my own experience that when your in the depths of depression you think feeling manic would be great but it's really not. Being hypomanic myself right now, it's not pleasant. I'm agitated and want to rip my skin off it's so uncomfortable. So neither pole is good. Talk to you doc or NP and aim for the middle. Avoid the extremes. Hang in there. SO sorry you're not feeling well right now.