Hi Lost,

I often want to desperately hibernate and run away......it is hard to love for lovings sake......for it is obvious that there is much love for you here......

Bittersweet......no?

Just know that I feel what you mean.......as I often feel the same......but I keep coming back.......for closeness is something that I find overwhelming, but necessary in my journey to peace......

Think little of it.......it comes and retreats many times over......just know that we are here.......no matter.

Take care,

Michah