Dear Self,

Do you remember how icky it was to be manic? Yes? Then DON'T TAKE THE ZOLOFT DUMMY!!!!!

T/Purse and I had a big breakthrough in therapy yesterday which makes me think that I would like to give therapy a shot at my current depression.

I just discovered last week that the hospital screwed up and never treated my baby for jaundice when they should have. If I was in my right mind I would have figured that out for myself and called the NICU head doctor. But I was horribly depressed, haunted by constant gory intrusive thoughts, and thought I could trust other medical professionals. GAH! I don't wanna turn this into a book so I will stop now.

I should take my med and go to bed!