We saw both T's today an made it known that since we have so firmly stuffed everything inside, we wouldn't be bringing any of it up. T says we'll pay a price for stuffing. That's fine.
It's a very strange feeling in our head now. We feel nothing at all and feel that whatever happens is ok. We don't feel calm yet not afraid either. It just IS. Kind of a robotic feeling of not caring.
We know T cares and has lots of concern for us, but it doesn't mean anything to any of us. Just one foot in front of the other till we can't do that anymore.
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