So I am getting tired of these constant moods swings. They happen like 4 times a day. I want to be fixed. I am tired of everything. I fight very hard and it is exhausting. It seems like nothing is getting better though.
I didn’t cut yesterday and that was good but I did throw up. Egh. I am really trying.
I am to the point that I don’t want to talk about anything anymore. I am tired and I didn’t even see my T yet. I have seen a T before and right now I have a med doctor. I haven’t talk to anyone for a while though. I am scared to. I haven’t had go experiences with any of the, one would fall asleep, the other screwed us over with money and then one didn’t know my name.
I am just tired of it all!
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