Hello & gentle hugs (if that's OK), Lindee!

Crying for such a long time has probably exhausted you. As best you can, get some real rest. Your mind will work better for it.

Once you're able to focus, then try to determine exactly what kind of help you need. Maybe you can privately confide in your closest friends, family or a counselor. Regardless, the decisions to seek help and what kind of help are yours.

I don't need to know any details to understand you are in distress. Your distress is our distress.