Hee hee pixie thanks yeah my appointment's tomorrow. I'm trying really hard not to worry but this is going to be the first time I drive myself by myself that far. She's 86 miles from me according to mapquest. I was thinking it was further I think I don't remember now. But yeah I'm nervous cause it's a first.

I'll be sure to let you guys know what happens with the drawings I might make some other "self portraits" for her to keep my mind off of the driving. I've been so stressed out this week with a ton of things on my mind. I wish she had longer to spend with me each session since I feel like we're never going to talk about my past which is amazingly harder to talk about than what I go through each week. I'm not comfortable with her like that yet but I'm really trying. I have a lot of financial pressure to get as much accomplished as I can since I don't know how long I'll be having my insurance for.