((((((((pooty)))))))) I've only just recently realized that I am missing large chunks, I've known for years that some of my summers with my dad are missing, but never about these until recently which confused me. I plan to bring these up with my new T. I know why I went to the hospital, I asked to go to the hospital because when I woke up that morning I found out two horrible things and went nuts. But I don't know apparently what happened the four months leading up to the hospital. It's so stange. I might bring these times up with my mom and try to find out what happened in 1st grade and for those 4 months but she might not even know!

Thanks for your reply (((((((((((pooty))))))))))))))