I fight a big battle most days. When I am driving home from work I have a huge urge to close my eyes. I know it's from stresses at work that bring out my young and scared parts. Before T left for vacation I left him a message and told him that I promised to drive carefully while he was gone so that I would be able to make our next appointment on September 10th. I have been so stressed while he's away that it has been very difficult. But every time I close my eyes I quickly open them because I promised T I would be safe. When I get home it's the head noise that bothers me--the screaming that I think is a child voice who is scared but I can't locate her entirely. I think maybe she is about 10.