Oh wow! I really wasn't expecting this. Nobody really care what happen to me in my real life so this is a surprise. A good surprise! ok now I'm crying. Thank you so much!

Yes work was hard for me, emotionnally hard. I was working with mean rude people. That part I'm glad is over. I'm shutting my door to this world because I'm also being hurt by my familly, brothers and sisters. They don't like me? Well it's ok, they don't have too. I'm not asking them too. I'm not asking anything. I just have to stop their mean words from coming in.

I also been backstab really bad by my best friend, putting my life in danger. The one I would have giving all and that I did give a lot. I can't cope with that part. I can't accept it.

I was very sociable. People only had to give me a call and I would had been there to help them in anyway. With time I find out that they were also backstabbing me. I rarely ask for help or anything and I don't expect people to like me. I just want them to stop hurting me.

I know who I am and I know what I can give. But they don't want it. So it's ok. I will just stay in my corner. I'm closing my door because I can't take no more pain. I have no more place inside.

I'm sorry, I know this post in negative. But I want you all to know that I am caught in your circle of kindness and I will not stop from coming here until the day one of you will not want me too.

Thank you so so much for accepting me! I feel a bit less that I'm trash now.
with love
forgoten