Marjan I'm so sorry. IMO I really think that it is so hard to have a true friend. Sometimes when I meet people it's like I can see right threw them. Then of course I'm thinking to myself "oh your this type" I just lost a friend, well if you want to call her that. When I think about it now I feel like I was being used. I also think that your feeling down because of you know who, so I won't say his name for you. Do you have any family member who would be able to go out with you? I've done thing with my family members before, and I had fun.