Thanks guys.

Luce, great, questions that'll probably make me cry if she asks the right ones. I actually hope she does make me cry. I always feel so much better after crying but I don't cry often. Last time I cried was a couple weeks ago and it was because a dear friend watched a movie with me then after asked me what was troubling me because for the past few months I've been very withdrawn. I told her "I don't know" and she insisted that I did then began asking questions that made me think about all the things I've been trying to hide from in life. She's a great friend. When I was done crying because of all the guilt and the burdens I put on myself I started crying because I found a true friend and am now scared since she will die before me since she's my parents' age.

I don't know my soul to paint it though Kris. I'm a mystery to myself. Everyone else acts like they know me. But "me" is I don't know. Everything is just body parts, I think that my brain is me but brains are just meat that rots. So I dunno how to show myself on paper. If she were to tell me paint your soul I'd give her a blank paper. Which I also plan on giving her with the letterings "Self Portrait".

Okay sister I'll see if I can't use my webcam for the others too but they're kinda small but we'll try ^__^

Okay it seemed to work though kinda pixel-ie

http://i577.photobucket.com/albums/s.../IMG000023.jpg - inner child hiding
http://i577.photobucket.com/albums/s.../IMG000024.jpg - the sketch of the painting
http://i577.photobucket.com/albums/s.../IMG000025.jpg - how I see myself especially in my dreams.
http://i577.photobucket.com/albums/s.../IMG000026.jpg - this one I really don't know lolz. My oldest biological brother says it looks like a rabbit but the "ear" was supposed to be the top of his head opened up xD not a self portrait well in a way kinda I dunno.
http://i577.photobucket.com/albums/s.../IMG000027.jpg - Max's fursona. A Squirrel Husky Tiger. (A fursona's basically an animal form of yourself, you know like persona but fur instead of per. Online people usually rp as their fursonas)