Sorry everyone if I have not replied individually as normally is my custom.......but I feel a deperate need to be silent at the moment.....

Not a conscious decision, just a motivation to stillness and quiet contemplation.......forgive my absence.......

Not as afraid.......just very, very still....

Can't thank you all enough for your contribution.......it has been enlightening, heartfelt and interesting.....

September Morn, I did get your message sweets........but my brain is made of silly putty.......thanks for your PM........I am not usually remiss in correspondance.......but there are some unusual things at play at the moment.....

Got therapy today........phew.......my poor therapist!

Big hugs to all

Michah