((((((((((Rohag)))))))))))
First of all, Thank You for respondin!. I'm using distraction tactics tonight. Something I have always taught kids I work with! But as regards something that can be broken again and again...I'm it, friend!
But ((((Rohag)))) I am trying to be non-self harming, hence breaking my house instead of me. Great idea about a game though!

I LOVE that idea!
I understand my underlying issues, i just have to swallow the advice I give kids and do as I say to them!
Again, thank you for responding and understanding. And yes, maybe I should exercise self-care and stay out of trigger forums?
Many Thanks and much Peace to you, ((((Rohag))))

p.s. Thanks for offer of pm but you are too sweet to hurt like that, friend!