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I'm truly sorry things are so hard for you right now and grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr your T doesn't seem to even understand! I've been where you are right now and...lame as it may seem to you...the only thing that kept me going through it was knowing I was giving life and that is such a special thing to do!

I'm sorry for being in a bad place myself with not much advice or help for you but please just know I DO care and understand and am here if you need an ear or a shoulder, hun!

Love and Hugs to you,
Julia
xox