Lost71,

I found it... I checked your previous posts to find your problem. Watching your Dad stab your mom 16 times can **** you up, especially when you are 4 years of age. I can relate in some way because I watched one of my friends get shot in the chest 8 times by her husband and then her husband shoots himself in the head.

Your T is a ***** and you shouldn't be paying her to be a ***** to you. Hospitals will never help unless you are in already injured. Crisis lines can be useless in my opinion because its just only someone to talk to breafly.

You have to express yourself. That is what I did to get better from it. You are an artist, put your feelings into it. Express your feelings in your art. Whatever you hold inside put it outside onto canvas or however you wish to express yourself. Paint something that shows how you feel. For example this is how I expressed my tragedy.








ABE