Calista,
Just want to say that if you were close by you could stay here.
Finding a place in your community sounds like a good idea even if it may only be for a few days at a time. A little bed and breakfast. When I had visitors come one time I could not put them up for some reason but I led them to a little local B&B. it was lovely! Yes, you might need the hospital but what about calling around to see if you can find one.
All that hammering and stuff going on would get to anyone.
Hope we can talk yet.
Hunny
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Originally Posted by Calista+12
My T, being the wonderful, kind man he is, told me my plan of escape would be considered a medical emergency and he would get me help if I went through with it. I can't blame him;it's his job. But now, I can't tell him my real feelings for fear of being put in a hospital. No hospital can fix what's wrong with me or my life. I guess I am the only one who can fix it and I don't know if I want to or if I can. It is shattered.
When he asked if he should call the hospital, I told him ONLY if it is a long term state hospital so I will never see the outside again. I have a husband who may or may not give a damn, depending on the situation, and two grown daughters. What kind of monster does this make me?...wanting to disappear from them?
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