Luce: I really appreciate the fact that you took time out of your day to read and respond to my post. In all honesty I disagree with you mostly but I still appreciate the fact that you care to read my post.

My view on alters is somewhat different than most and that is ok with me, I have grown tired of debating with everyone about this. I will admit that whomever my alters are, I know they are there because of me and that they are people who I needed when all of the horrible things happened to me. Now whether they are split off personalities, imaginary friends or people given to me because I needed them... They are here because at one point I did need them and I know I still do.

Possum: Thank you as well for responding to my post. It had me very worried last night and still today shaken up, I'm going to call me new t in a little bit and run this by her and just make sure that it's normal to be missing such a large gap of time. I have never been treated with ECT (if you mean electroconvulsive therapy) so that would rule that out. I've never had any sever injuries either, not to the head that is. I never had a cuncussion until about 1 1/2 years ago as well. The only thing that I am aware of happening before 6 that was injury related is when I had my finger cut off in a bike chain.

In a little bit I will be taking pictures (since I don't have a scanner) of all of the things I found last night and I will be posting them here so you can get a better idea, mainly of the drawing.

Thanksa again for your replies, it's nice to know that people are out there who listen and care! I hope you all are well and I hope that this does not drive away what little sanity I had left!