Thanks everyone. your repliesw made me feel a bit better. But sittinspin, i'm not sure what a metrosexual is? i've never heard of it.
skylrks, i know what you mean about being afraid to talk about these things. When i first started coming to these forums, i was afraid and didn't really talk about such things either. There are some things i still wont talk about, out of fear it will get me into trouble with the government and spies and such. And this is really the only place i will talk about such things...i don't really talk about it with my family or anyone else.

-Becka