thanks junerain and esthervertue.
It's hard to know what else to say about it. I just feel like im in a fog and im far away and time is going by much too fast. And i don't really have any emotions much of the time...or it seems i have the wrong emotion. I feel like im missing a part of myself and i dont like being without the hallucinations and such, although they have started to come back a little over the last few days.

-Becka